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somehow i can't see what is right before my eyes.
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one xREDballoon
is how she signs her name.

She developed a love for fashion, but can't tell the difference between avant garde and a five-year-old's ruined art project. She likes platform shoes with crazy heels, very detailed black lace, truckloads of ruffles, and as many quotes as tumblr can fit. She's a Pisces with an attitude to match, and lives in her own planet with a fourth wall. Famously talks at people without them bothering to listen.

She writes,
and she loves it.

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Sunday, January 18, 2009
14:30:00



Try singing it alone =D

あるところに、小さな夢がありました。
In some place was a little dream.
だれが見たのかわからない、
Who dreamed it, unknown...
それは小さな夢でした。
Such truly little dream it was.
小さな夢は思いました。
The little dream thought,
このまま消えていくのはいやだ。
I don't want to be vanishing like this,
どうすれば、人に僕を見てもらえるだろう。
how can I make people watch me?
小さな夢は考えて考えて
The little dream thought and thought...
そしてついに思いつきました。
and finally came up (with an idea).
人間を自分の中に迷い込ませて、
"I could get people stray into me,
世界を作らせればいいと。
and let them make the world."
Strain storybooks 『Alice human sacrifice』


一番目アリスは 勇ましく
①ichi-banme Alice wa isamashiku
First Alice courageously
剣を片手に 不思議の国
ken wo katate ni fusugi no kuni
Sword in one hand Wonderland
いろんなものを 切り捨てて
ironna monowo kiri sutete
she cut down, many of things
真っ赤な道を 敷いていった
makkana michiwo siite itta
Way to making out on her's bright red(color)
そんなアリスは 森の奥
sonna Alice wa morino oku
That Alice was at the deep into the forest
罪人のように 閉じ込められて
tsumibito no youni tojikome rarete
Locked in as sinners
森に出来た 道以外に
morini dekita michi igai ni
In addition to the way made the forests
彼女の生を 知るすべはなし
kanojyono seiwo siru subewa nashi
Her life is no way of knowing

二番目アリスは おとなしく
②ni-banme Alice wa otonashiku
the second Alice was, tamely
歌を歌って 不思議の国
utawo utatte fushigi no kuni
he sing a song in Wonderland
いろんな音を 溢れさせて
ironna otowo afure sasete
To fill all kinds of sound (full to the brim song)
狂った世界を 生み出した
kurutta sekaiwo umidasita
Produced a crazy world
そんなアリスは 薔薇の花
sonna Alice wa barano hana
That Alice is rose flowers
いかれた男に 撃ち殺されて
ikareta otoko ni uchi korosarete
Cross-eyed man had a shot at him
真っ赤な花を 一輪咲かせ
makkana hanawo ichi-rin sakase
he come out bright the red flower bloom
みんなに愛でられ 枯れてゆく
minnani mederare karete-yuku
everyone loveing him and, to be dying

三番目アリスは 幼い子
③san-banme Alice wa osanai ko
the third Alice was child of little
綺麗な姿で 不思議の国
kireina sugatade fushigino kuni
she's beautiful figure, in wonderland
いろんな人を 惑わせて
ironna hitowo madowase te
For many people to delude
おかしな国を 創り上げた
okashina kuniwo tsukuri-ageta
Strange country to created up
そんなアリスは 国の女王
sonna Alice wa kunino jyoou
That Alice is the queen of country
歪な夢に 捕り付かれて
ibitsuna yume ni tori-tsukare te
she possess by dream of distortion
朽ち行く身体に 怯えながら
kuchiyuku karadani obie nagara
she go to the rotting body, scare the everytime
国の頂点に 君臨する
kunino chouten ni kunrin suru
Country's reign at the top

森の小道を 辿ったり
morino komichi wo tadottari
And forest paths to trace(follow)
薔薇の樹の下で お茶会
barano kino sitade ocha-kai
under the Rose trees, tea time
お城からの 招待状は
oshiro karano shoutai-jyou wa
With an invitation from the castle
ハートのトランプ
heart no trump(card)
Heart of playing cards

四番目アリスは 双子の子
④yon-banme Alice wa futago no ko
The fourth Alice are child of the twins
好奇心から 不思議の国
koukishin kara fushigino kuni
curiosity about in Wonderland
いろんな扉を 潜り抜けて
ironna tobirawo kuguri nukete
Through the door to all kinds of bogus
ついさっき やってきたばかり
tsui sakki yatte kita bakari
Just now came here
気の強い姉と 賢い弟
kino tsuyoi ane to kashikoi otouto
big sister is tough,and intelligent little brother
一番アリスに 近かったけど
①ichi-ban Alice ni chika-katta kedo
ther were closed(near) to the First Alice, but
二人の夢は 覚めないまま
futarino yume wa samenai mama
Their dream isn't wake, still
不思議の国を 彷徨った
fushigi no kuni wo samayotta
Wonders of the country was hovering in Wonderland
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Tuesday, January 13, 2009
16:18:00
I WANT PHOTOGRAPHY.

but instead, I got art D:
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Sunday, January 11, 2009
14:19:00
And for journals, I created the blog.
Closed my eyes, smacked the keyboard and did minor editing.

End-product:

sdith--x3@blogspot

well hey, it's kinda like a cross!
A combi of "Sith" and "Edith".
I love it already haha.




Remember me when you're the one who's silver screened
Remember me when you're the one you always dreamed
Remember me when whenever noses start to bleed
Remember me, special needs

Just 19 and sucker's dream
I guess I thought you had the flavor
Just 19 and dream obscene
With six months off for bad behavior

Remember me when you clinch your movie deal
Think of me stuck in my chair that has four wheels
Remember me through flash photography and screams
Remember me, special dreams
~Placebo: Special Needs.
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13:47:00
My computer is fixed! Hallelujah :D

Spent the past couple of hours customizing my Firefox. The British language pack, the skin and even an integrated music player. The theme is a new one with the Firefox mascot I think, so it's now orange and happy. It's all very foxy now, even my loading bar is a running fox with a flaming tail. Go foxy, go!



Yes, I'm calling him James. Because I like old school names.
Would you rather I call him Monroe? Or Edith?
Also, yes I'm a retard.

I need to update everything and clean up that profile that I wrote when I was high.
Which, actually is all the time but... ha.
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Friday, January 02, 2009
22:51:00
Julian has just realised that since she's watched Twilight, she does have the right to rant about it's suckiness. But ohh James you sexy sexy bastard... okay next time.

Funniest Meme Evar
I knew it existed a long time ago, but this user's answers were exceptional. And I love her art, so I'm giving her a legal plug. Hurhurr. For people who have watched Code Geass: doesn't he just look like Prince Clovis and Prince Scheneizer?
Clovis is a total bimbo -cough-
Schneizer's the bitch.

She's also learning to do coding now. She wants to learn to do some basic complex encrpytion for a new story idea she has that involves a lot of coding and a guy called Pierre Courtemanche. Yes, he's french. And yes I won't be bothering to develop him too much because he's a side show. He's dead before the story officially begins anyway, haha.


And Julian thinks that she just might like 3Loyalty a lot.
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Thursday, January 01, 2009
13:24:00
Happy New Year + 100th Post! =D

Yes the fireworks were spectacular,
and yes I did get to watch my movie.
But it was Twilight, so not particularly happy. Ah wells.

Robert Pattinson was not hot at all.
Especially the bit when he sparkled, it reminded me of...
a disco ball. Those really retro 60s kind yes? Yeah.
-sparkle sparkle sparkle- blearch?
but some parts of the movie was really good, and some parts sucked.
The actor for Carlisle and Alice and Jasper and James were beautiful hotties though.
So I didn't go home too disappointed xD

And I actually spen majority of the movie giggling with Cherlyn, stealing popcorn from Terry and trying not to freeze. Whatever else I did was bad. Like the time I tried to snitch popcorn from Qi En. It was like eating saltwater D=< Nasty.

Mmm, and we met this uber pro ParaPara guy, and this pair of twins with one very hyperactive one and one who disappears very quickly. Meh.
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