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somehow i can't see what is right before my eyes.
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narcissist in the mirror
one xREDballoon
is how she signs her name.

She developed a love for fashion, but can't tell the difference between avant garde and a five-year-old's ruined art project. She likes platform shoes with crazy heels, very detailed black lace, truckloads of ruffles, and as many quotes as tumblr can fit. She's a Pisces with an attitude to match, and lives in her own planet with a fourth wall. Famously talks at people without them bothering to listen.

She writes,
and she loves it.

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Saturday, September 27, 2008
23:49:00
It's now officially Saturday, the day before the F1, and today more than ever...


I WANT TO #%@%@$& BE 21 ALREADY!!

well, to be safe since some clubs kick a fuss about letting girls in at 18. i mean seriously, its a long long 4 years till 18 years old, and MEGADANCE is on dammit! i wanted to attend, and go party too! then i want to watch the F1!! but nya, too young and too late for either D:

growupgrowupgrowup!


when i reach 21, i'm going to go get a driver's license, wreak havoc in the MOS and Butter Factory, i want to get into NUS (or already get into it), sign up for an exchange to Europe, go see the Big Ben and cobble streets, i want to sign up with a laboratory or hospital as an attach student and get my degree before going on to streaming out.


but first, let's just focus on the EOYs...

D:
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
14:29:00
KUROSHITSUJI!!

once again, of all time, i have to fall in love with new manga. Yay.

but seriously, how can anyone not like demon butlers? they're cool, handsome, tall, always dressed in coat tails, gloved, brunette, formal, polite, evil and homigod absolutely perfect.


Ah, Sebastian!

Kuroshitsuji is about a demon butler -nodnod- and he's a @#%#^!& cool and perfect demon butler too. he's like the epitome of "akuma no shitsuji" aka demon butlers. they rock! =DDD did i mention that the butler Sebastian Michaels has to serve a twelve year old master who is insufferable, immature, demanding and a male? -spazz-

so he's a bit of a gary stu, being so unquestionably perfect, but hey, you have to forgive him because this is manga. manga is supposed to be ridiculously perfect and have girls swooning left, right and center over their males.

have i mentioned that this was supposedly shounen manga? it's amazingly drawn i tell you, amazing.

well, not always perfect, but it does help!

You should read it i tell you. it's available on onemanga up to chapter five :)


it's bad to read manga, you don't feel like doing maths when you can kill brain cells in the retarded fandom of manga. Ciel Phatomhive... Sebastian Michaelssssss...


old english era = <3!
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Saturday, September 20, 2008
14:00:00
i have a gajillion things to say, but i forgot most of them. always happens when i feel like i should blog.

i don't need a hiatus: i don't update much anyway.

14/16 for art, and that's only cause i didnt bother to stash in my quizzes from the previous lessons. i got the highest at my table =DDD -egoego- abigail was stunned at the length of the teacher's comments. in YOUR face, retarded. i seriously think i may be taking up art next year if i can. kor thinks its basically a big waste of time, but you know me, art is never a waste of time. it's soothing to draw.

but haha, that's for later this year when the grades come in. if i can't get in my 3S1h/2H combi, then i'll probably insist on taking art.

.x.

Had a math test on sets and probability yesterday, was freaking out before it since i had tuition for it on Thursday. how do you calculate consecutive probability anyway? i mean, my tutor says to multiply the previous probability with the new probability, but Jiawen just says to minus-minus and throw it back into their faces. thank god the question like that didn't come out. would've probably gotten a couple more gold hairs if it did.

the test thing was e-a-s-y! finished in ten minutes then stone there looking around before checking the answers. i really don't like shading Venns D< but, whatever. the factorization worksheet for algebra was killing me too. i hate algebra, but throw in a few fractions and i'm ready to leap off the chung cheng building. a pity the teacher'll probably catch me before i can make it to the ledge outside class:

"Julian, where're you going?"
"Oh, out to commit suicide."

yes, that would be wonderful indeed.

.x.

Flesh and Blood has been updated!
Kantayra rocks la.
she's a good writer, updates regularly, and she likes both narusasu & sasodei!
i'm so over with tobidei.

What About Now by Daughtry is topping my charts,
I'm superbly stuck on trying to master algebra,
I want to know if taking art is a good idea,
and i have a lot of things i want to do.

Don't die on me, aspirations-tachi!

P.s. I figured that i hate a lot of things.
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Photo Dump =D

13:49:00











i <3 chain swings.

that one i was playing on was dangling a little too low and my feet kept scraping on the ground so it was uber sianz to have to like keep retracting them waaay high. but i swung so high i could touch the leaves on a tree!
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GZ camp
Sunday, September 07, 2008
00:56:00
So we didn't win anything, but guzheng rocked =3

I didn't particularly enjoy being doused with three/four bottles of cold water, but it was worth it anyway <3 i did empty siaomeng's own bottle over her so it's definitely a fair trade. (i don't know about the two/three others. too busy trying to run..) and there's the food junction thing where we ran in five directions (?) trying to get everything. the part where amy lied to everybody she called about how she was still eating the apple was absolutely priceless.

ugh, no photos...

Apart from that, new blog layout ftw!
fyi, my version of ftw means for the world x3

isn't it all bright and spiffy?
the colour combination and the little memo at the bottom is 100% l-o-v-e.

and i got into the nus interview =DD
and i have to mess around trying to compile all the info.
goodluck to me, ohoh good luck to me.

i still have leftover homework to chiong x__X;;
toodles~


@ Abigail;; you have no affinity for the kitchen, i'm going to steal your phone, make you forget to bring your homework, sabotage you, give you a pair of heart-shaped sunglasses and make you wear them as a dare to school, make you shrink, pair you with 1001 characters eg. Zetsu, Sakura(?) etc. and lastly make sure you never reach 160cm =D

@ Aithein;; ...psps, you rock too~ x3 and i forgot the Gazette's members apart from Kai and Uruha D= They ARE the only ones worth remembering to me anyway ;D

@ Sili;; i still INSIST on confetti at least. no balloons. you rock ;3
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Thursday, September 04, 2008
20:48:00
i'm officially dead, kthxbai!

...

well forget that, i'm alive again. just lazy and procrastinating (per norm). before i bore you all with my -ahem- life, i begin with my favourite hobby.

Book Meme

Directions:
1. Take five books off your bookshelf.
2. Book #1 -- first sentence
3. Book #2 -- last sentence on page fifty
4. Book #3 -- second sentence on page one hundred
5. Book #4 -- next to the last sentence on page one hundred fifty
6. Book #5 -- final sentence of the book
7. Make the five sentences into a paragraph.


I see the Universe not as a collection of objects, theories, and phenomena, but as a vast stage of actors driven by intricate twists of story line and plot. As if not to be outdone by Anna, the other girls looked stunning as well. Twenty yards from him rose a mass of strangely formed rocks looking like an immense fire petrified at the moment of its more violent combustion: it was the Isle of Tiboulen. But it appeared to Dorian Gray that the true nature of the senses had never been understood, and that they had remained savage and animal merely because the world had sought to starve them into submission or to kill them by pain, instead of aiming at making them elements of a new spirituality, of which a fine instinct for beauty was to be the dominant characteristic. "No," I replied with a smile. "In fact, I think I'm only just beginning...!"

Ugh, disjointed story. In series: Death by Black Hole (Neil DeGrasse Tyson), Out (Natsuo Kirino), The Count of Monte Cristo (Alexandre Dumas), The Picture of Dorian Gray (Oscar Wilde) and The Eyre Affair (Jasper Fforde). Dumb meme.


Back on topic~ Let's recap.

I went to the Night Safari on Sunday, fell in love with the binturong and insisted mummy buy me an otter (she didn't find it amusing) as a pet and watched the trainers as they went into hysterics trying to coax the barn owl down. On Monday, I went to watch Wall-E, and once again ended up in tears over it because it was so cute and because my left contact irritated my eye. Then on Tuesday, went to vivo and found this homigod awesome fashion design book which i spent hours over. one wednesday, i bought another Natsuo Kirino book "Out" which was homigod nice~! except that in Natsuo fashion, it had a spooooky cover. my other Natsuo book is called "Grotesque" which had the pale faced woman on it with smudged makeup on the back and pale powder on the front. It's a nice book.

i just finished blog-reading and just about to set off skinning. or actually, skin-searching because i deserve a new skin. this emo skin is boring me. toodles~
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