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somehow i can't see what is right before my eyes.
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narcissist in the mirror
one xREDballoon
is how she signs her name.

She developed a love for fashion, but can't tell the difference between avant garde and a five-year-old's ruined art project. She likes platform shoes with crazy heels, very detailed black lace, truckloads of ruffles, and as many quotes as tumblr can fit. She's a Pisces with an attitude to match, and lives in her own planet with a fourth wall. Famously talks at people without them bothering to listen.

She writes,
and she loves it.

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Sunday, February 17, 2008
00:49:00
I realized I'm big on this Meme thing even though the proper way of filling them in is to draw the answers... Bah, I left Iota-niisan's CD in the car! I wanted that spongebob squarepants song in it!

"I've got a SpongeBob SquareP-I mean... ice box where my heart used to be~!" -fails-

Well whatever, something crazier and more Rivish now! Hey, Rivish! :D -shot-

Cruel's Yaoi (Art) Meme

I) Hey there! Who the hell are you and what is your first yaoi favourite?
First yaoi favourite? That's easy, I used to be a big fan of HaoLyserg in my Mankin days =D Due to this addictive thing over here.

II) Interesting... What is your current fandom?
Ha, that's obvious. I adore SasuNaru and SasuIta right now, but mainly the pairing with both Yaoi and Incest in it: Uchihacest bby <3

III) Now to test your loyalty to that pairing, draw both your bishounen with a woman without vomiting.
Dear me... I'd think it's better if you visualise a picture with Sakura in it?

IV)Now with another man!
-coughs up blood- Zekitsu?!

V) Lose your bento yet? No? Good. Now show me what you like best about your favourite pairing.
It's wrong...? I mean, it's like yaoi/shounen-ai, it's incest and it's hate-love shipping, how can I not like it?

VI) So cute. Now how about the things you hate most about them?
Itachi is too sappy.

VII) What's the strangest things you've seen your couple do?
Apart from having Itachi genderbent into a girl and the appearance of serious pedophilia, Sasuke getting pregnant, Sasuke being jealous of Deidara, Sasuke actually performing bondage with his dear brother and Sasuke having a wetdream of his brother while masturbating? Oh, nothing at all!

VIII) Drawing our favourite fruity guys in our own style is always fun, but how about switching up and drawing them in your favourite doujin artists style?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.. no.

IX) Now try drawing them in their original style
Read previous answer

X) I've already put you through hell, so why not more? Draw me my favourite pairing please! (FYI, it's KakaIru)
Look up "murder" in the dictionary please.

XI) Before the torture ends, how do you think you'd react if you saw your yaoi couple in real life?
"... -blink- ... -blinkblinkblink- ...EH!!!"

FEASTING TIME! Eat some people...
-munch-
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Shuffle up the Track

00:02:00
A crazy test thing I just had to try out: Question Meme Generator :DD So I cheated and input the names of the characters throughout my drawing/writing years, but that makes it all the more fun =D Names input: Xenia, Reisa, Shiroi, Yuina, Aeques, Zekitsu, Taiiru, Aequenn, Kotaru, Hyuukai

1. Who's Hyuukai dating?
Nobody that I know.
2. Describe Hyuukai in one word.
Seke. Haha.
3. Does Taiiru make you hot?
Eh, how did you know Taiiru is a male name o.o But noooo...
4. In a race between you, Zekitsu and Reisa, who would win?
Depends on who cheats, but Zekitsu is more likely to win.
5. What if you found out that Yuina was secretly an alien plotting to take over the world together with Zekitsu?
I'd start yelling "Oh god Zekitsu! You've been cheating on Xenia!"
6. What do you think about Kotaru?
Psychedelic mind-reader *grumble*
7. Have you ever been in Aeques's house?
Never. He doesn't exist remember?
8. What advice would you give Zekitsu?
Marry Xenia earlier, she's going to have your child at 19. Trust me.
10. Who is Taiiru's best friend?
Kotaru duh, or maybe Shiroi ;D
11. Who would you rather get stuck in handcuffs with, Reisa or Aeques?
Neither of them =D but Reisa makes a better choice.
12. Super fun fun adventure amusement park marathon with you, Kotaru and Aeques! How will it go?
Badly. I enjoy messing with their heads and shoving random people into carnival rides even if they're labeled "Couples only!"
13. What is one thing Xenia isn't exactly made for?
Cooking. Okay so she can't dance for nuts...
14. Is Taiiru your best friend?
*chokes*
15. Oh no, Aeques got kidnapped by aliens! What do you say once they get back?
Geez! You act just like those aliens in The Sims! Will he give birth to a green baby alien now? =D
16. Does Yuina have any pets?
Nope. Poor girl is allergic to fur.
17. What would you do if you hadn't met Aeques?
Nothing much, but I'd miss out on a lot of fun roleplaying him =O
18. Yuina just got vaporized in a freak accident. Now what?
Figure out how to get her back as effortlessly as possible.
19. If Kotaru played in a movie, what kind of character would they play?
Some crazy weirdo with no friends in a romantic comedy..
20. What is or would be a good nickname for Zekitsu?
Carrot-head, strawberry shortcake, cherry top...
21. What's Yuina's opinion on cheese?
"It doesn't even smell edible!"
22. Do you think Yuina is a virgin?
Honestly? I don't know =O
23. Taiiru got turned into an animal! What animal is it?
*counts* A fox, a cat, a tiger, a leopard or maybe a seahorse...?
24. Can Aeques be bad influence?
If you consider daydreaming and talking to invisible people a bad thing.
25. If Taiiru were to be mistaken for a celebrity, who would it be?
I don't know, probably someone with blonde hair and grey eyes?
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War Memorial
Saturday, February 16, 2008
11:46:00
Trust me, it wasn't all that fun, we had to stand in the sun while they "paraded around slowly to lay the wreaths like a bunch of old people" to quote from Rachel even though I think that was what she said. We took the bus there, and it was a huge bus that was only filled with 18 people. At first, Abigail, Rachel, Gao Han and I sat at the front part of the bus, Abigail and I with Rachel and Gao Han behind us. Abigail told us this stupid perverted joke on the bus, but I can't type it up here cause it's vulgar >D But but but, on the return trip Abigail, Rachel and I all went to steal BN's back row seat. At first us three were crowded to the left, (WINDOWS HURRAY! >D) but Rachel moved over so that she wasn't in the middle. Then Abigail moved over and I joined the party. So we ended up occupying the middle three seats.

The funny part came when the bus driver jammed on the brakes and Abigail went "swwwwoooosssh!" out of her seat and nearly ended up on the ground >D It was like she was flying.

Then I realized that "OMG! Just for standing in the sun for a couple of minutes + hours, I got an extension of deadline by two+ days for my argumentative essay =D" So it was worth the trip anyway. Ah yes <3

P.S. There was a caterpillar incident on the way back to the bus, and Mr. Sim looks like he was sightseeing on the way bacl. He looks like some tourist who is lost >PPP
P.P.S. Jia Wen, I never get drunk on the first glass. Sili, of course I could!! >D
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En tourage
Sunday, February 10, 2008
16:39:00
I had a great Malacca trip. Very great <3 My cousins and I went crazy being juvenile 8-year-olds, and I snuck a glass of red wine when I thought mum wasn't looking. Unfortunately she was, and she accused me of being underaged and we all had a laugh about it xD

I forgot what I wanted to say again.

oh shucks.
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"Prim && Proper, the new addiction!"
Friday, February 01, 2008
22:29:00
Alright, I feel bad for that stupid "constructive" post. So here therefore I am.

...I need to get into the blogging system again, I've forgotten how to make head or tail of what I want to write. Therefore, everything is going to be in list form. You can't complain.

I can't hear you complain even if you do so, whatever.

.I tend to keep a lookout for books with "Beautiful" in the title.
.Beautiful is not always what it means
.Beauty may be skin deep
.But it makes all the difference in society
.In response to whatever trash they feed you
.Attitude matters too
.But in society
.Where Society is overrated
.You get my meaning
.Beautiful is a symbol of sly cunning in my book
.It also symbolizes deception and deceit
.But that's just me
.Punk-style is the new beautiful
.What I say should never be taken for granted
.But everyone takes it for granted anyway
.Beauty is overrated and imperfect
.There is no defining line of beauty
.Therefore it is flawed
.Humanity is flawed
.So is reality
.But oh well, here we are non?
.I get bored really easily
.Therefore I always take care to watch people and mark out those who are amusing
.Walking entertainment that keep me from falling asleep
.Everyone is a toy in my book
.But they're toys with feelings and perspective
.Breaking them could be disastrous

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Devious Entry

22:08:00
Sili insisted I write something constructive. so here I am, doing constructive things :) Haha. Deal with it, I'm a lazy retard.














And we end off with a picture of dear old Iota-niisan. Ahh, siblings.
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