Had a funny dream last night, just felt like writing it down. Happy 41st post to you!

It was just the normal dream, I was scribbling away on a notebook - my recent endeavor seems to be writing and more writing - and then I forgot what happened but then we ended up choosing a cake for my kor's birthday. Which is weird, considering how his birthday is in February (the 15th). Then when we were choosing candles - I have no idea what the flavour is. Chocolate gateau I suspect - and then Mum said "For an 18 year old." I paused then said, "But kor is 21!" Mum and I argued for a moment, until I insisted that, "But kor is 8 years older! I'm 13 already!"

"Really?"

And when I woke up it occurred to me that there was once when I thought that my kor was only 16 years old. For three consecutive years. He was 17 by the time I realized he was older than me by 8 years. So proof how slow I am. I never noticed the increase in candles on his cake all that time o.o

Well, my kor is like the background woodwork sometimes. He just flits in and out of life and view in his little world. We used to notice each other all the time because we'd fight over everything, but now its like he's never there. It just feels weird to realize he's not there 7 out of 10 times.