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is how she signs her name.

She developed a love for fashion, but can't tell the difference between avant garde and a five-year-old's ruined art project. She likes platform shoes with crazy heels, very detailed black lace, truckloads of ruffles, and as many quotes as tumblr can fit. She's a Pisces with an attitude to match, and lives in her own planet with a fourth wall. Famously talks at people without them bothering to listen.

She writes,
and she loves it.

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Ink; Twisted Addiction style
Thursday, November 29, 2007
13:21:00
Once again, my persistent addiction for ink. Well not really, but I like ink quite a bit for use in my short stories. It's sorta like how people like the use of blood see? Except not so morbid. It's similar though. I like ink better because the stains are much much more evident, and doesn't change colour like blood when it dries; blood turns crusty and copper-brown when dried instead of the nice fresh crimson it is. Dried blood is bleh D<

Naruto had once told him how much of a bastard he was, well actually, it was more than once. But the emotion was the same and the rude way it was put was also the same. The same words, the same tone, the same... emotion. "Sasuke, you bastard! Yes you, teme, you should just write that all over yourself! Bastard bastard bastard!"

Really, was he joking? But it would be amusing if he really had that written on himself. In ink... on a small slender paintbrush... He could imagine, every single stroke, every single hair of the brush slowly tracing a path of ink across the pale skin, his skin. He rolled his eyes, smirking, now that would be highly amusing...

But somehow, there was an undeniable shred of truth in there, was he really that unbearable then? How was he supposed to know how good his social skills and general attitude was when nobody bothered to tell him? Maybe he should change, like the fox would absolutely love him to. But how? He'd need to know which direction to change towards, how the hell he was supposed to be, and not to mention a constant check. Altogether, it was too much trou- But why the hell was he caring anyway!? He coughed, and turned from the window, swinging both legs to rest on the pale sheets and to pause, before...

He sneezed.

Damnit, he must be allergic to the stupid fox boy.

The thought of whom seemed to trigger the urge to sneeze again. He was contemplating on how the hell he was supposed to get back to Naruto for giving him this hopefully temporary cold when the door creaked open. "Sasuke?"

"sniff. Eh?" Apparently while suffering an allergic response to foxes, loud sounds gave him a headache. Now that was annoying, Naruto was most certainly going to pay sooo bad. "..." Sasuke glared at the long haired individual outside, breaking the sudden pause, "What?"

"You're sick," It wasn't a question. Sasuke rolled his eyes, why oh why did he have to come him right when he just realised he had a suppresed immunity when it came to foxes? He came in, holding out the tray with the ink bottle, brush and paper, Sasuke glared at it. Another reminder of the stupid fox-"Ahh.. " and he choked on his sneeze halfway through to break into a coughing fit. "..." And now, Itachi had one pale hand on his forehead, the fine eyebrows sharply arching with a mild surprise. "Sick?" Sasuke could've sworn he saw Itachi smirking. Unintentionally, he clenched his fist, oh the dobe was going to pay so very bad. He glared at the elder of the two, challenging him to continue smirking with a harsh demand for an explanation.

Of course, like how he expected, Itachi went on smirking like a cheshire. It rattled Sasuke.


[Unfinished! Get to it soon.]
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満月の村

11:27:00
I've finally found a name for Xenia's village, the one she gets tranferred to when she hit 15 to learn her swordplay, ninjutsu and whatever trash trash crap. Mangetsu no mura, Village of the Full Moon~ Well actually it can also be read as Mitsuki no mura, but Mangetsu sounds so much nicer. I kicked myself later when it occured to me that it sounded a little too much like Mangekyou, courtesy to Aithein. Well, I've read that in Mangekyou there's always a full red moon. If I'm not wrong, 'mange' in 'mangetsu' would mean full, therefore 'tsu' would be 'moon'... But what the @#$% is 'kyou'? O_o Well I'm not changing it, I like the sound of Mangetsu.

Oh oh! And I've finally cracked the magic use ability for Frere&Caerst, thanks to the Bloodline Limit thing in Naruto. It occured to me how to balance out the magic at last.

"...Although not completely necessary, it is proven that users with a family history of magic use can unlock and control their elemental abilities much easier than their counterparts who do not have such lineage. It isn't always the case however, as is the case of many families, there have been children with strong magical lineages who cannot get close to unlocking their abilities. It isn't rare, but it's quite uncommon, only about 1 in perhaps a 150 children are as such.

The main thing that decides the strength in the magic is the ability to feel and control emotion. Such is a case that is especially strong in water and air magic, but not so much in dark, light, lightning, fire and earth. To be able to properly harness the full powers of the fluid elements, it is necessary to have full control of emotions. Impatience and frustration during the creation of perhaps, say, ice would lead to the final product emerging as melted or as plain water. Therefore, it is said that one must keep their emotions in check and match their feelings with the desired effect. For in the case of ice, it would be far less energy-consuming to be created by a cool and composed individual rather than an angry or enraged one.

Magic casting is based on stamina, and fully relies on the strength of the individual. Therefore it is known to be dangerous to learn magic, as beginners are usually unaware of their own limits and may die due to exceeding the same line of caution. This happens due to the fact that the energy left is unable to keep a simple action - such as the heart beating or breathing - working, and so the foolish individual collapses."

Xenia's case? Water magic, though she doesn't use ice very often cause she simply can't keep still and composed. Hn, hyperactivity...
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無題 UNTITLED
Wednesday, November 28, 2007
11:25:00
Pushing down the yaoi drabbles again, sorry, but I don't like the idea of my amateur semi-lime writings being viewed. Even if they're miniature font and struck out, it's possible to read them - just stick them in notepad - and I want as little access to them as possible. Yes, I'm selfish and whatever trash, but hey can't get you all feverish can I? Even if I have barely any feeling at all when I'm doing the writing o.o Aithein says she can't believe I said I couldn't write lime. Well its true, can? I cannot write lime, hinting at lime is possible, but writing outright lime... Let's just say that I can't handle that mm'kay? *coughs* If you'd just see the kind of fics I read... you'll get nightmares or similar... Thanks a bunch Vanity-sama for your Sasuke and Naruto Filler, you gave me semi-nightmares. I feel like a voyeur now ><

Twisted Addiction /twist·ed ad·dic·tion/ (n.) An abnormally strong craving that has an unexpected departure from the normality, often distorted or pervaded, especially if it is undesirable to oneself or morally wrong. [Uchihacest]

Well, I was bored...?

Wind

by Akeboshi
Naruto OST, ED01



Cultivate your hunger before you idealize.
Motivate your anger to make them all realize.
Climbing the mountain, never coming down.
Break into the contents, never falling down.

My knee is still shaking, like I was twelve,
Sneaking out of the classroom, by the back door.
A man yelled at me twice though, but I didn't care.
Waiting is wasting for people like me.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

You say, "Dreams are dreams.
"I ain't gonna play the fool anymore."
You say, "'Cause I still got my soul."

Take your time, baby, your blood needs slowing down.
Breach your soul to reach yourself before you gloom.
Reflection of fear makes shadows of nothing, shadows of nothing.

You still are blind, if you see a winding road,
'Cause there's always a straight way to the point you see.

Don't try to look so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.

Don't try to live so wise.
Don't cry 'cause you're so right.
Don't dry with fakes or fears,
'Cause you will hate yourself in the end.
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"Excuse me? Itachi was bottom?!"

11:14:00
What to say? I'm simply pushing down both my yaoi drabbles with this post, but that doesn't stop me from giving you a lame ass title quoted from my current favourite fanfiction Just Like Heroin. For all the yaoi people out there who know who the Konoha Whore is - *coughSasukecough* - will definitely know that Itachi must diewin. Apparently.

But oh noes, in HidanItachi pairings, apparently Itachi plays uke... Nice~ >D But of course, in Uchihacest... Itachi must die!be seme. Oh wait... there's such thing as a seme Sasuke as well... hmmm... [/ramble]

Rubik's cube, I'm still trying to solve it. I know the solution, but I'm still having some problems T_T Oh, and by myself, minus the guide I can solve one face without much problem. I've improved? =DDD

P.S. I had nooo idea that Iruka actually meant dolphin and that it's possible for him to get paired with Kakashi. Weird, seeing as they haven't had much contact in the anime...
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T W ii S T E D Addiictiion
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
14:14:00
Maybe it wouldn't have hurt so much if he hadn't said that.

He said to him so many years ago, after he had slaughtered his parents. Their parents. Sasuke splattered with crimson, onyx eyes wide, questioning, pleading. Desperate. "Why? Why, aniki?" Itachi had smiled, red eyes luminous in the dark, eyes that would haunt him for years to come.

"You aren't worth killing."

But now, he had the said figure at his mercy. Kunai at his neck, kneeling over him with determined gaze in his eyes so laden with intense hate. "You went easy on me," his tone was accusing, Sasuke was accusing, "I trained all these years to battle you fairly, yet... yet you went easy on me." Itachi had coughed, a small smirk on his wasted face, Sasuke glared.

Again they were brought back to the same scene so many years ago, when Sasuke was so much younger. sasuke was splattered with crimson, "Why?" the tone was harsher this time, demanding, but the eyes were always the same: wide, questioning, pleading. Desperate. Itachi laughed, a small hacking sound that was drowned out by the trickle of blood that trailed from the side of his mouth.

"You aren't worth killing."

Sasuke's grip tightened so slightly on the collar of his brother, eyes narrowing, "Pardon?" Itachi laughed again, choking on the blood that rose from his throat, coughing as he drew a ragged breath, one of the few he would have left. "You... aren't... worth... killing." Sasuke glared, and tightened his hold on the kunai, "Then I'll show you my worth."

It went so fast, and it ended so fast...Sasuke cringed so slightly as the blood splattered against his face, a salty metallic slap against his face... He shut his eyes, burning the triumph in his mind. Itachi Uchiha, defeated. Yes, that was all he had ever wanted wasn't it? Now, he had it fulfilled.

And now, it was resolved. Life was now purposeless, why not just... follow him? His beacon, his lighthouse, his path. For a moment he was transported once again, a time long before the Incident, before his death. He was five, small feet pattering against the wooden floors as he ran after his brother, eyes wide open with fear, with haste. Questioning, pleading, desperate. "A-Aniki!!" He had cried, and the figure before him halted and turned. "Aniki!" came the happy cry, "You promise to bring me with you to wherever you go right?"

The elder raven had smiled a little, the light illuminating the warm features he'd loved so many years ago, and nodded his agreement. There was a silence, Sasuke could see the approaching shadow of his father, see his mouth open in readiness to yell at them for the disturbance, but no words could be heard as Sasuke clutched his brother's sleeves frantically, "Take me with you now!"

His eyes shot open, wide, questioning, pleading. Desperate. Everytime the dream ended, everytime he recalled, and everytime he would be greeted by the same sight. The long raven locks that tickled his face, the warm bare torso and the arms that wound him in close. Sasuke sighed so slightly, snuggling in close, relief flooding through his body like an explosion of warmth.

"What is it, Sasuke?"
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O F F ii C ii A L

11:52:00
It's official, after a year of missing people's birthdays, I'll dedicate my 45th post to dear ole' peanut butter.

H A P P Y B ii R T H D A Y A B ii G A ii L!
(You'd better give me a good birthday present in return!)

M'mm... I feel like eating ice-cream now >P
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D R A B B L E
Monday, November 26, 2007
23:18:00
Edit: Happy 44th post!

I was showering after the previous post, and I suddenly remembered a small little notion I had when I was 9, after I was shrieked at by my friend for god knows what. It was raining, and I was staring out of the window. The teacher told me to close the windows for her, instead, I stared at her and said, "The clouds are crying." But I have a second line to that, now.

Dedicated to Ai-chan! Thanks for telling me about ItaSasu, if you hadn't told me, I'd never ever have written this. Love you loads, watashi no tomodachi!

Warning: This contains yaoi. Do not read if you can't take yaoi. And anyway, it's for Aithein, not majority out there, so don't read and pry dobe! Oh, and by the way, this article is 506 words long and was written in approximately 15 minutes. I took so long because I was reading Just like Heroin while writing. Ai-chan doesn't mind the shortness and sketchiness, ne?


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Rain ...
It was raining, heavily. Water lashing at the windows, wind howling and screaming behind the glass panes of the windows. A flash of lightning, a crackle of thunder, and Sasuke wormed further into the blankets, nuzzling into the warm form next to him. "Aniki," he murmured quietly, beautiful black eyes staring up in silent awe at the beautiful figure that was his brother, "Aniki... Why is it raining?" It was a silly question really, childish... innocent? Itachi couldn't tell if Sasuke was reliving his childhood days, or simply being coy. Either way, he replied, widing strong arms around the pale torso, drawing him in under the sheets and whispering his reply, "The clouds are crying," he purred, fingers slowly running up and down, enticing little giggles from the younger raven. It was too delicious to pass up the chance to ask his brother the many questions he had wanted to ask, if it was any time, it was now.

"A...Aniki?" he tried again, inbetween breaths, a warm breath gently caressing his neck, "Then what about the wind?" Itachi paused, tracing a small circular path on the torso of the younger Uchiha, gently nibbling on the shell of his ear as he considered the question. He twisted the form of the younger one, elicting a slight gasp of surprise that quickly faded to silence as he caught his gaze with a pair of intense ebony. "It's the wail of the departed, hear them cry in vain!" Sasuke pouted, not really liking the sadistically morbid way the answer was said in, the expression eased off his face when the elder broke off his gaze to reach his neck. There was a gasp, as Itachi bit down on his artery, feeling the slight tremors of his delicate little form and the small insistent throb of the running blood beneath the skin. "I-I-Itac-" he never got to finish. If Sasuke had his way, he'd have Itachi pay.

Not like he could. Oh, everybody knew it, Itachi had to win. Itachi had to lead. Itachi was the best.

And Sasuke... He... well, had to follow that. Unwillingly - maybe not that unwillingly - but he obliged. At least, Itachi was capable of keeping him absolutely occupied. If he didn't... Sasuke would have his way. Regardless.

"What's with the questions now, hmm, little otouto," lips in his hair, hands all over the pale form, Sasuke had a lovely warmth that could beat any radiator. Onyx eyes skimmed across the walls of the room as he snuggled up to his elder brother for warmth, his gaze fell on the windows, staring at them, at the rain, at the lightning, at the water trailing down the cool glass. "The clouds are crying," he murmured, tasting the words on his tongue as he pressed closer again the bare torso of the older raven, "Crying for the departed souls as they wail and cry for all they have lost..." There was a pause, and Sasuke closed his eyes.

"I'll never lose you would I?"
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The Vacation <3

20:58:00
Zekitsu will have to wear a skirt for his formal uniform, but that's probably to make up for Xenia's skirt's shortness >D Yes... Oh, Malacca trip was mad fun! Not only did I escape from babysitting duties, I got a ton of nice nice pictures to develop now! Yay pictures~! But first, I must solve this tetris cube... courtesy of Iota-niisan, thanks kor!

Well, let's see... A summary of each day...

Day one: Well, I dunno much cause I was catching up on my lack of sleep for the past few days... I do know about the poker cards though and the shouting was seriously on my nerves all the while. But I managed to get sleep anyway, after promising inner!Riviea to rail at them later. Then we had a huge lunch that we couldn't finish then off to 1Utama where we didn't buy anything except ice cream =D Then we went to this market thing and got myself a T-shirt and wallet for the New Year, after that we went to the hotel to check in. A little mess up with the bus driving off with the other's luggage, then we got in to dump our junk in the rooms. It was uber huge siazz... big big big. Rachel was in on cloud 9, but I was a little uncomfortable with the spaciousness. Pardon me, but I don't like quiet rooms. Then we had a yummy dinner with ice cream. AGAIN! Whooo... Love ice cream, I wanted to have all 3 flavours though, but they only had choccie flavour, so yeah I ate my lovely chocolate ice and celebrated.

Then after shamelessly begging and pleading asking Mdm Yang meh, we had Weirdo and Phiphi move in with Rachel and me :D Free of emptiness and silence, yes! Then we were bored, and then I asked for the room lists and copied down every number. After which I randomly selected to prank call. Nobody picked up, except for when we called to Qien's room so I had to prank him. Well, we created a script for it, I think it was:

Hello? Is this (insert name here)? This is the hotel reception, and we've just realized that we have given you the wrong key. Could you please come down to the reception and collect the correct key? Thank you! ...You didn't take that seriously did you? SORRY WRONG NUMBER!

Well in the end, I skipped out half the script. So I only managed to say up till "wrong key" when I couldn't stand his obliviousness and yelled "SORRY WRONG NUMBER!" and slammed the phone. On which Weirdo, Phi and Rachel took the cue to laugh, you know it was kinda lame. We should've called in the morning. More annoying see... Oh, and apparently Im not the best person to share a room with if there are more than two people. Rachel couldn't stand the whispering between Sili and me and retreated to claim the couch-divan in the end. But she didn't have to do that, cause in the end I fell asleep minutes after she moved and in the morning, I haven't even moved an inch into Rachel's sleeping space ...Yeah, I think I seem to always imagine something next to me at night because I can't seem to sleep anywhere further than the edge of most mattresses, even if they are nearly 12... 13... 14? inches off the ground, like my home's. I always get spooked because of that. Hn, not my fault.

Day Two: Weirdo! I swear I woke up once you called me, I just happen to like lazing in bed and not getting up while still half-asleep okay?! Breakfast was yummy, very very yummy, I love cheesy omelettes. Then we went to the skybridge of the Petronas Twin towers. I've been looking forward to that since my big brother Iota-niisan came back from KL, he said it was a good view. For me, I was kinda freaked cause me and heights don't really agree. Basiphobia (fear of falling) and mild altophobia (fear of heights) caused it, but it was mostly environmentally (self) nurtured cause I'd die to go on board a ferris wheel when I was 6. Oh, but it was not really scary, thanks to the introduction written on the basement level:

...two layers of glass line the walls for the KL CC, so that the insides and the staff/visitors are still protected even when the outer layer has been broken. This is so that the inner layer can provide a layer of protection before the outer layer of glass can be replaced.

Something like that, so I wasn't too scared, and suddenly, it didn't seem so high when the lady said we were on the upper level and there are people walking about under our floor as well. I guiltily found myself thinking "If the skybridge collapses, they'll die first, so don't worry outer!Riviea." And if anything, Qien was more freaked than me. At least I don't need to walk around clinging tightly to someone else's arm...

And Sili got sick, poor girl. Came down with the flu, and wore a jacket under the hot sun to keep warm when we went to see the memorial. Haiz... Then we went to the Batu Caves, it was funny to see the Tour Guide talk to the little monkeys and give them Mentos >P Then we climbed all the way up. I cannot tell you how scared I was, not since I went to climb the Great Wall of China last last last winter. Honestly, I was imagining myself losing balance and tipping backwards... Then falling down the steps I'd just climbed up and falling down down down... Like my dreams... I think there were more interesting things further in, but the steps were wet and slippery, I was scared, and Rachel got chased by a monkey >>; so we went back down.

I don't want to be reminded of the rooms problem, so I'll talk about dinner =) I want to yell at the people for having spicy food. I love rendang, but I know that Malaysian rendang is too much for my underdeveloped tolerance for spiciness. In the end, I only ate rice and a bit of the seafood marianna, leaving out the seafood and eating only the cheesy bits. Quite good, but puh-leaze, what did they think we were? Gourmands? They completely forgot about people who happen to can't tolerate spicy food and seafood, like me. Thank god for my ridiculously small 'holiday' appetite. I'd starved if it wasn't for that. After we moved into our new big room, we ate cup noodles, pringles and watched ANTM Season 6. After which we gave Rachel a blanket, then shared the bed. After Phi and Sili slept, I was still watching TV, CatWoman >P Well, I switched it off and junk after I felt sleepy, so I didn't watch it all.

Day three: Nothing much, but Sili told me that I was a deep sleeper and had elbowed me at least twice in the back. Geez, she should be happy I didn't get woken up. I'm cranky and bitchy when woken in the middle of the night. Then had breakfast - ate very little cause I'm not hungry that early in the morning - before heading to the Rabbit park. Boring. Had lunch at macs, played with my camera, and fell asleep in spite of the blasting noise from the tv. Then my mp3 ran out of battery and I had to sleep without it and in total ruckus. Hn, managed to win back a couplke hours of shuteye though. Triumphant! Rachel was awed by my apparent obliviousness to noise when falling asleep >P Shopping then took more bus, before returning to school. Teme, I'm bored!

Oh, I must be watching too much Naruto... I'm starting to feel the itch to yell "DOBE!" at my cousin whenever he annoys me. Sometimes I want to scream at him. And Rachel had a shock when we chatted on the phone, she said "I'm boreeeeedd~~~" and I replied with, "Sasuuuukkkeeeee~!" Where upon Rachel was "HUH?!" >P Sorry Rachel, I was busy laughing at the idea of a gay Sasuke:

Two days had passed since the party and Naruto and Sasuke were now back to filming. It was the last scene and then the entire movie would be finished! All of the action was done with, the serious scenes, the humor... so there was only one thing left.

The sex scene.

"A-ah...! S-Sanji-sensei..." a husky voice gasped. There was a creak, then two heated groans.

The lights on the set were out except for the dim lamp by the bed Naruto and Sasuke were on. The only thing visible was their body outlines, fluid movements being caught on camera, breathes warming the chilly air. Sasuke flushed in the darkness, glad that even the camera wouldn't be able to see the blush on his cheeks.

Naruto inhaled deeply and made a thrusting movement, his hips grinding against Sasuke's tailbone. While the blond had no problem pretending to preform sexual acts with his good friend, Sasuke was completely embarrassed and scared that his feelings would be revealed. But he wouldn't stop the scene, all because of his damn pride.

"I love you," Naruto whispered heatedly into the raven's ear and Sasuke swore he felt the tip of a tongue against the shell of his ear. There was a particularly sharp thrust against his ass and he moaned throatily, not able to hold back his desire.

Screw the script!


Don't read that okay? =D
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S u s p e n s e f u l ?
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
11:01:00
It's tomorrow! The KL trip with the jay-tee people! At last!

Oh, and my 7-year-old cousin has dropped by for a visit. He just told me that his birthday was the 12th of December xD Philene's twin. Well, he's being pretty annoying, but not all that bad. And guess what? He's been climbing on the computer table and is sitting next to my laptop as I type all his bad attitudes >DD Bwuahahahahahahahaha

Oh and did I mention that he's extremely interested in my water babies. Actually, interested doesn't cover it, he's obsessed -.- Don't ask me why, he just is. And when I refused to tell him where my four packets of the beginning water babies were, he went on a treasure hunt. He still his hunting right now, but I don't plan on telling him that it's just in my first drawer.

Not that dumb =3

Well, at least I have a good alarm clock when he's around (he woke me up at 9AM) but I feel like screaming at him. I think I may have had too much tea last night, I couldn't sleep till about 5am. So only 4 hours sleep >O Not good.

No more babysitting duties tomorrow! YAAAAAAAYYYY!

I think I'll persuade my mum to send me to school, I'll look too weird wearing home clothes and holding like a suitcase? O.o funny... I'm so not going up the bus that way! >< Well, I hope mum agrees... Charging my mp3... I haven't packed Browni3 yet, so I'd better remember, and there's the camera... mm... and my face wash... Argh so many things I haven't packed... RUSH!

ILU my darling phone! Even if I want that new Sony Walkman phone... Ahhh... Maaaan >>
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Y U M E D E S U
Monday, November 19, 2007
15:00:00
Had a funny dream last night, just felt like writing it down. Happy 41st post to you!

It was just the normal dream, I was scribbling away on a notebook - my recent endeavor seems to be writing and more writing - and then I forgot what happened but then we ended up choosing a cake for my kor's birthday. Which is weird, considering how his birthday is in February (the 15th). Then when we were choosing candles - I have no idea what the flavour is. Chocolate gateau I suspect - and then Mum said "For an 18 year old." I paused then said, "But kor is 21!" Mum and I argued for a moment, until I insisted that, "But kor is 8 years older! I'm 13 already!"

"Really?"

And when I woke up it occurred to me that there was once when I thought that my kor was only 16 years old. For three consecutive years. He was 17 by the time I realized he was older than me by 8 years. So proof how slow I am. I never noticed the increase in candles on his cake all that time o.o

Well, my kor is like the background woodwork sometimes. He just flits in and out of life and view in his little world. We used to notice each other all the time because we'd fight over everything, but now its like he's never there. It just feels weird to realize he's not there 7 out of 10 times.
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tAgD, a g a ii n :O
Sunday, November 18, 2007
15:47:00
Rules: Write 7 weird things about yourself and then tag 7 people to repeat the procedure. Be sure to write down who you have been tagged by!

Right... Let's see...

#1. I have a secret infatuation with lined paper and stationery like pens and pencils. Really.
#2. I realized quite recently that I chew on my pen and pencils when I'm in thought. Well not really chew chew, more like just putting it in my mouth horizontally and thinking.
#3. I am extremely obsessed with big words. Just look at my favourite word: ...*insert* Requiem? Nyu! It's... It's... either Elysium or Requiem or Equinox or Anarchy. I dunno which T^T
#4. I like crossaints, with cheese and ham, baked till golden meltiness... <333
#5. I adore cheese, tuna and mayonnaise on baked potatoes.
#6. I've been watching anime since young, and the lasting favourites are Ranma 1/2, Saiyuki and Vandread :D
#7. I've yet to watch Naruto, everything I know is either from Aithein OR fanfiction. Which is why I keep thinking that Gaara is gay and Uchihacest is sooo hawt xD

Tagging... JiaWen, Philene, Abigail... Eerrr, just do if you want to okay? I'm too lazy to pull out names from my head >3

Why did the first koala fall out of the tree? He was dead.

Why did the second koala fall out of the tree? He was tied to the first koala.

Why did the third koala fall out of the tree? Peer pressure.

Why did Johnny fall off his bike?
He was hit by three falling koalas.


Go lameassness!
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Tarot ;)
Saturday, November 17, 2007
17:14:00
Well, according to Xiao Ming (according to hanyu pinyin) Mine life is as follows:
Past; Been used of/taken advantage of (The hierophant; Flipped upside down)
Present; Unshakeable resolve, ability to pursue the future (The Strength)
Future; Forgotten O.o (I think it was the Hanged Man)

So overall, I have a pretty good life and am in control ;D Whoo... Then I realized that my symbolizing tarot cards seemed to have changed. And so here it is...

Name used, Riviea:

You Are The Sun



You represent the best of life - vitality, success, and and truth.
You tend to have a strong, centered, balanced personality.
Inspiration and discovery are your fortes. You are very mentally strong.
A talented mind, you tend to excel at math, philosophy, and music.

Your fortune:
As well as you have done in the past, the future is going to be filled with more success.
A new creative project is coming your way. Feed it, and it will grow into something huge.
Great riches, recognition, prosperity, or happiness is coming your way.
And it's possible that a fantastic vacation, or a new baby, is coming sooner than you think.


Julian:

You Are The Lovers



You represent ideal love: innocence, trust, exhilaration and joy.
You demonstrate the harmony of opposites, two sides coming together.
At times, you also represent the struggle between what is right and what is tempting.
Control is an issue for you, especially when you don't know your reasons for choosing something.

Your fortune:
You have an important choice you need to make about love, and it will be a difficult choice to make.
You are likely struggling between the love you crave and the love that is right.
In the end, you will choose what you crave, even if it's bad for you.
Because without what you crave, you will feel empty and incomplete.



Oh... right. How suiting... And to think my previous result was The Empress o_o
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TaGd
Friday, November 16, 2007
12:24:00
1. Do the following WITHOUT complaint
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you completed yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start your post with; I have been tagged!

I have been tagged by Philene!

FAVOURITES

Favourite Colour : Blue, Black, White, Silver
Favourite Food: French Fries and chocolate ;D
Favourite Movie: Lord Of The RINGS!! FWUAH ARAGORN!
Favourite Sport: Badminton, Running and maybe a little basketball
Favourite Day: Fridays =D
Favourite Season: Autumn
Favourite Ice-cream: Ben&Jerry's Cookie Dough ice-cream <333
Favourite Country: I would love to go to Paris <33

CURRENTS

Current Mood: Multi-tasking
Current Clothes: PE shirt and shorts plus school skirt
Current Desktop: The surface of the moon up close
Current Time: 12.29 pm
Current Surroundings: the balcony/computer room
Current Annoyance: The downstairs guy frying salted fishies again D<

FIRSTS

First Best Friend: Ehh... Leona!
First Crush: Hakkai-sama! Anime >D
First Movie: Err... Forgotten liao
First Lie: Too many le...
First Music: Twinkle Twinkle Little Star...

LASTS

Last drink: Water
Last Car Ride: Last weekend
Last Crush: Oh My God Uchihacest! =DDD
Last Phone Call: Mum
Last CD played: I think it was the Sims...

HAVE YOU EVER....

Have you ever dated one of your good friends: No.
Have you ever broken the law: ...Doubt so
Have you ever been arrested: No.
Have you ever been on TV: Not that I can remember
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: Nyu!

Random 5 things you are good at: Reading, Drawing, Being lame, Writing, Slacking
4 things you've done today: Woke up, slapping alarm clock, fell out of bed, ate breakfast
3 things you can hear right now: Airplane zooming by~, little kiddies running downstairs, Himegoto playing
5 People to tag: Er, don't bother liao. Just do if you want to, okay people?
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
20:52:00
New layout :D

I like this one, the contrast in the picture is very nice and edible~

And I just hate garlic, I realized that eating garlic early on in the morning is the cause of my headaches 11 out of 12 occurrences. So from now on, no more garlic in the morning if I value my life and sanity. Not to mention thinking ability and computer time.

I can't draw a thing D< I have a great idea in my head, I get a pencil, stand by an eraser, touch the pencil to paper for the first stroke, and everything goes poof and vanishes. Not nice. I can barely write anything without thinking of Xenia. Yes, please help me thank those Naruto fan artists out there who draw Sasuke with gold eyes.

For the record, his eyes are black.
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15:48:00
Day dreaming again. I have no idea what to type.

You know, I really have had a lot of nightmares for one week. I never remember what happens, it isn't being chased or being pushed off a building. It's just creepy.

Anyway, been spending insomniac nights doing homework. You know those nights where you just cannot sleep? I spend them doing maths and studying (record breaking first time) so I've my maths partially done. I need the history dates fore I die, I have the urge the do History for once. Usually it ruins my appetite.

The rest of the space shall be used for lyrics to my favourite J-song.

I refuse to translate.

Himegoto

by SiLC
Vandread 1st Stage, OST



Nee kizuite ita desho hontou ni hoshigatte ita kotoba
Mitasareteru furi shitemo kokoro no fukaku ni sunderu
Fuangena watashi ga

Hitohada yori mo sukoshi dake nurui kaze kodou hayamatte iku
Tooi mirai o katatteru yokogao o mite ita
Issho ni yume no okuchi e to tsurete itte yo
Nee kono karada goto

Ai toiu na no pisutoru ga mune no mannaka uchinuku no
Kakebiki da to ka joushiki nante nan no imi mo motanai
Ai toiu hikigane o hiite kootta kokoro uchinuite
Yubi no saki made anata no ai o sosoide

Nee wasurete iru desho imi mo naku kureta gin no koinu
Nibuku hikaru houseki namida no shizuku de omoku natte kagayaite itta
Atashi dake shitteru HIMEGOTO datta

Subete ushinatte shagamikomu tameiki yoake ni toketa
Kono machi de wa nan no yaku ni mo tatanai
Te no naka ni hikaru kuwata doru
Nokosareta omoi ga kureta yuuki o gyutto nigiri shimete
Yureru kokoro de aketeku sora o waratta

Namaiki na kuchibiru nejifuserareta

Anata ga kureta nukumori dake ga mune no mannaka uchinuita
Kakehiki da to ka joushiki nante nan no imi mo motanai
Ai toiu na no hikigane o hiite yogoreta tsubami uchinuite
Totte oki no ikareta kisu o mou ichido
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Anti-Guides and A lot of ramen
Sunday, November 11, 2007
23:17:00
So I haven't blogged for a while, who gives a shit damn? I don't, and that's what really matters. Seriously.

Well, been gaming on gaia for a while, and recently just got my long-sought after Gothic Veil =DDDD Never mind the fact that it completely ate my 19k and that I'm now officially broke. Well, at lest I've finally got it =3 But then the catch is that the only way I like it on my avatar is as a blindfold, and when I first created little Riviea the Gaian, I chose the face with the hugest pair of eyes. Forget the fact that she looks like a freaking innocent lolita - the darned blindfold doesn't cover the eyes properly, the blue bit of the eye is still visible O_o Talk about lack of foresight...

Well anyway, I still have yet to even touch my homework... All I've been doing is staring at it, stare stare stare and get bored and go back to gaia. Really.

I must remember to write in a century's time soon, but really, my brain went "WOE BETIDE THEE!" and smite itself down with a jeweled dagger.

Shakespearean quotes and arabic weapons simply never mix...

Oh, please read This. For fun =D
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http://www.sloganizer.com/en/
Monday, November 05, 2007
17:55:00
I'm addicted, kinda'... It's too fun to see the corny slogans pop up at every click. The last keyword was "Riviea" so after that, I got bored and tried things like "Yaoi" and names. Yes, including Jia Wen's, Abigail's, Rachel's, Sili's and Philene's. I'll post it up when I get bored later...

«Feel it - Sili!»

«Philene - The Revolution.»

«Once Jia Wen, always Jia Wen.»

«Rachel loves you.»

«Abigail, it's as simple as that!»

«Inspired by Yaoi.»

Nice~ x) Well that was another corny interlude.
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