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somehow i can't see what is right before my eyes.
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narcissist in the mirror
one xREDballoon
is how she signs her name.

She developed a love for fashion, but can't tell the difference between avant garde and a five-year-old's ruined art project. She likes platform shoes with crazy heels, very detailed black lace, truckloads of ruffles, and as many quotes as tumblr can fit. She's a Pisces with an attitude to match, and lives in her own planet with a fourth wall. Famously talks at people without them bothering to listen.

She writes,
and she loves it.

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I R NOT Sociophobic
`3Loyalty `2Justice `6Affinity `CCHMSGZ

`Aaron `Abigail `Amanda `Ann `Cheryl `Cherlyn `ChewErn `Christina `Claire `Clara `DingYi `Diondra `Eelin `Erin `Ester `Esther `Gekting `Grace `Gretel `HuiMin `HuiXian `Ivy `Jaslyn `Janelle `Javier `Jiahang `Jia Wen `Jia Wei `Joey L. `Joey P. `Joy `Kai Lin `Kai Ping `KarWai `Kelvin `Laura `Leona `Martin `Meng Hao `Nigel `Nixon `Perpetua `Philene `PZY `QiEn `Samantha Y. `Sarah `Shernise `Sheryl `Sili `SiewTing `Steffi `Sylvia `Theodora `Tinghong `Valerie `Veronica `WeiXiong `WenHui `Xiao Meng `Xin Xin `YanZhan `Yiting `ZhiYing

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Saturday, October 27, 2007
17:57:00
«Riviea. We build smiles.»

Oooh, very nice. I build smiles? Orly?

«Riviea, the real thing.»

Nice! Me like :)

«There's only one thing in the world I want and that is Riviea.»

Er... Pardon?

«Thanks Riviea.»

Ee..to.. Welcome?

«Riviea is my world.»

.... This is getting way way way too corny Sloganizer.
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Holidays~
Friday, October 26, 2007
19:52:00
I officially announce the beginning of our holidays! :D

*suffering from over-ecstasy*
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numb3rs quiz pt. 2
Sunday, October 21, 2007
18:18:00
Oh god! Another one! Yes yes yes! I'm a-gonna use back my old list and edit it to only contain Justicians! Whoo~!

#1. Abigail
#2. Martin
#3. Sili
#4. Clara
#5. Rachel
#6. Jia Wen
#7. Cherlyn
#8. Audrey
#9. ChengHao
#10. YiXian
#11. Terry
#12. QiEn

1. Who would make a better college professor, 6 or 11? [Jia Wen or Terry]
}Jia Wen. Terry would probably get fired for gaying with the other profs :)

.2. Do you think 4 is hot? [Clara]
}Errrrr.... Pretty, maaybe, cute, maaybe, but hot?! NO!

3. 12 sends 8 on a mission. What will it be? [QiEn sends Audrey]
}Errr.... I know, get Auddie to help seduce CE *cough*

4. What is or would be 9's favorite book? [ChengHao]
}Something Jia Wen recommends *coughFMHcough*

5. Would it make more sense for 2 to swear fealty to 6? [Martin to JiaWen]
}Maybe, but I think Martin would ask for something in exchange first.

6. For some reason, 5 is looking for a roommate. Should (s)he share a studio apartment with 9 or with 10? [Rachel should share with ChengHao or YiXian]
}Cheng Hao might be a better choice. Then she can tell him about Jia Wen ;D

7. 2, 7, and 12 have dinner together. Where do they go, and what do they discuss?
[Martin, Cherlyn and QiEn]
}They will all talk about sick things at... at... a fastfood joint... prolly

8. 3 challenges 10 to a duel. What happens? [Sili challenge YiXian]
}Sili wins and dresses YiXian up in a nightgown and forces him to go kiss a boy ;)

9. If 1 stole 8's most precious possession, how would she get it back? [Abigail stole Audrey's]
} idk... maybe Auddie will tickle Abigail..

10. Suggest a title for a story in which 7 and 12 both attain what they most desire. [Cherlyn and QiEn]
}Let's reuse a famous book title! "The pursuit of love" ;D

11. What kind of plot device would you use if you wanted 4 and 1 to work together? [Clara and Abigail]
}idk again, probably make them talk about things they like.

12.If 7 visited you for the weekend, how would you get along? [Cherlyn]
}Err... seriously idk. Talk about anything she wants to talk about?

13. If you could command 8 to perform any one task or service for you, what would it be? [Audrey]
}.... *shifty eyes* Personal~

14. Does anyone on your friends list write or draw 11? [Terry]
}I doubt so...

15. If 2 had to choose sides between 4 and 5, which would it be?
[Martin between Clara and Rachel]
}None, he'll sit down and read his magazine of questionable material.

16. What might 10 shout while charging into battle? [YiXian]
}"Ph33r T3H G4Y!"

17. If you chose a song to represent 8, which song would you choose? [Audrey]
}Maybe... XTC by Psychic Lov--no! I'll give her Caramel Dansen~!

18. 1, 6, and 10 are having dim sum at a Chinese restaurant.[Abigail,JiaWen and YiXian]
}Abigail and JiaWen ignore him

19. What might be a good pick-up line for 2 to use on 10? [Martin on YiXian]
}Terry would kill him for trying to hook up YiXian...

20. What would 5 most likely be arrested for? [Rachel]
}Being a paranoid CLAMP fan... prolly

21. What is 6's secret? [Jia Wen]
}I wouldn't tell you if it was a real secret... (She luvs ChengHao, jk.)

22. If 11 and 9 were racing to a destination, who would get there first? [Terry and ChengHao]
}Depends on where to. Id it's to LAN, Terry would win prolly.

23. What would 1 most likely give to 7 on his/her birthday? [Abigail to Cherlyn]
}A pretty notebook for her poetry~

24. 1 and 9 reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by 4's sinister secret organization. 11 volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that 11 is actually a spy for 4. Meanwhile, 4 has kidnapped 12 in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of 5, they seek out 3, who gives them what they need to complete their quest. What title would you give this fic? [Abigail and ChengHao reluctantly team up to save the world from the threat posed by Clara's sinister secret organization. Terry volunteers to help them, but it is later discovered that Terry is actually a spy for Clara. Meanwhile, Clara has kidnapped QiEn in an attempt to force their surrender. Following the wise advice of Rachel, they seek out Sili, who gives them what they need to complete their quest.]
}.... I'd name it "The Amazing Misadventures of the Justicians"

.25. If you had to walk home through a bad neighbourhood late at night, would you feel safer in the company of 7 or 8? [Cherlyn or Audrey]
}No idea... none?
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Emo survey :D

16:38:00
Cause I'm boooorrrreeeed~~

[x] I like skinny jeans
[x] Music is life.
[ ] I write poetry/song lyrics.
[ ] My hair covers part of my face
[ ] I wear band shirts
[ ] I know who Jeffree Star is.
[x] I wear/wore converse.
[ ] I wear/wore vans.
[ ] I wear/wore eyeliner
[ ] I have/had my lip pierced
[ ] I listen to Saves The Day, Emanual, and Saliva.
total= 3

[ ] I’m in a band.
[ ] My screen name had an x in it
[x] I like My Chemical Romance
[x] I also like Green Day
[ ] I know what mosh means.
[ ] I sit in corners often.
[ ] I hate MTV.
[ ] I take pictures of myself a lot.
[ ] Especially ones where you can’t see my whole face.
total = 2

[x] I am lost without a cd player/my iPod/mp3
[ ] I have/had thick rimmed glasses.
[x] I have no issues with bi/gay people
[ ] I hate the president.
[ ] I have/had a mohawk.
[ ] I’ve worn black nail polish.
[ ] I like slipknot.
[ ] I hate where I live.
[x] Black is a great color
total= 3

[x] Right now I am listening to music
[ ] I know what hxc and sxc means.
[ ] Myspace = love
[ ] Hot Topic doesn’t scare me.
[ ] I wear/wore studded belts.
[ ] I’ve cried while listening to Hawthorne Heights.
[ ] For Girls: I have kissed another.
[ ] For Guys: I have worn girls jeans.
[ ] I have dyed my hair black.
[ ] I cry a lot
[x] I write on myself.
[ ] I’ve been called emo before
total= 2

Multiply your result by 3

10x3=30% emo? xD Dangerous~
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TAGG'D
Friday, October 19, 2007
14:11:00
Nyu! Abigail is a bad girl!
She tagged me, so in return, I spammed her Cbox.
Not a lot because I'm such a good girl.
Ha...

Rules:
Each blogger must post these rules first.
Each blogger starts about 8 random facts/habits about themselves.
At the end of your blog, you need to choose 8 people to get tagged and list their names.
Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them that they're tagged and to read the rules in your blog.

#1: I don't like Gundam Seed (Destiny).
#2: I love all animals, especially cats and wolves and horses.
#3: I don't study for any exam or test. At all.
#4: I roleplay like mad, and am called a "semi-advanced lit" in rp lingo.
#5: I actually enjoy reading so much I can forget to eat.
#6: I adore fanfiction; plus the fact that I write stories too.
#7: I like yaoi/"slash-fiction" :P Especially Itachi/Sasuke...
#8: The first anime I ever really loved was Gensomaden Saiyuki, followed by Vandread 2nd stage and Ranma 1/2.

People I am tagging are:

Abigail (Yes again!)
Jia Wen
Sili
Philene
Dorae-I mean, Clara!
Gretel
Sylvia
Wen Hui
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PLUGG DMC + FF8
Monday, October 15, 2007
12:14:00
>>>> DMC!
>>>> DMC!
>>>> DMC!
>>>> DMC!
>>>> DMC!
>>>> DMC!
(To access the Devil May Cry site, you need to be 18 years of age or above. This is due to the gore, violence and macabre found inside, nothing sexual seriously.)

KYAH! Dante-san, Vergil-sama, Lady-san and Trish-chan! Rocks man! You should like go see! It's graphics are to die for, seriously. This is a gazillion times better than Maple, Counter Strike, Gunbound and... I dunno, Halo? I especially adore the Arsenal range in DMC! I mean, look at all the gorgeous weapons! Rebellion, Kalina-Ann, Yamoto, Beowulf, Ebony and Ivory.... The Blue Rose....
Such a pity it's M18... So that's 6 more years before I can play it. Like... WTF?!

Go see now! I don't care. Gogogogogogogogogo! Shoo shoo!




>>>>FF VIII
>>>>FF VIII
>>>>FF VIII
>>>>FF VIII (2)
>>>>FF VIII (2)
>>>>FF VIII (2)

Final Fantasy 8 is one of my favourite all-timers apart from... Well, Dance Dance Revolution. No I don't use the mat thingo, I cheat with the controller which is why I can type pretty fast.

The main thing I like about FF VIII is the music! And the graphic scene inserts, and the Guardian Force (GF) junction ability. The limit breaks are the awesome-ish too! Especially Rinoa's Invincible Moon, which renders all party members invincible until the end of battle. So cool! *faints*

It's a damned pity the second disk of the game went missing all the years back, leaving the game disjointed. So sad, I wanted to replay too T_T And I've never fought the ultimate boss before, Sorceress Ultimecia of the Future.

I betcha that Shiva and Siren will be Jia Wen's favourite GF *laugh* Mine would be Doomtrain and Quetzalcoatl.
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Poker
Sunday, October 14, 2007
21:28:00
*pulls out a stick with a hand in the sign of '7' and shuts eyes*

I poke,
you!: Sili
you!: Philene
you!: Jia Wen
and YOU!: Abigail

oops, no alphabetical order I guess...

Gah, I'm bored.
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00:09:00
Sorry if you feel that I'm writing too much emotional stuff, but I just wanted to accomplish something and get this inspiration out of my head. Again, I forewarn you that it will be very heavy on the spirits. A continuation on the previous writing, if you haven't guessed, the character is Tsuyura. Tsuruna is her elder step-sister.

I actually never meant it to be Tsuyura, but it just sprang out, so I guess I'm sticking to it.

You'll notice a few hits of suicide in between the lines also, but no worries, it was a spur on the moment thing so I didn't really consider replacing it with something less crude.

Enjoy, I suppose :)




Somewhere along the line, she had forgotten how to cry.

Her white dress was stained now, the material grey and black with ink, her hands were tipped with it, the marks where it had run, trickled down her hands her wrists, like tears.

Somewhere along the line, she had forgotten what it felt like to cry.

Tsuruna had screamed at her, telling her she was sick, pathetic. That she was a coward, a loser, a freak. Back then she had cried and cried at the words... But now, the black ink covered it with a fine black mask.

Somewhere along the line, she had forgotten why she ever cried.


Resolve can harden, as can determination. But hate strengthens and grows, feeding on the cracks in her firm composure where the ink could not heal. Where her mask could not cover. Where her exterior was so deadeningly flawed.

Somewhere along the line...

A long time had passed, she forgotten many things. Tsuruna, her parents, the maids, him, all were fleeting shadows. Nothing existed for her anymore, there was no reason to be living in the world when it was empty. No... She lived for herself... did she? Or did she live on her hate? Never mind, never mind, it did not matter anymore. Never more.

... maybe she had forgotten afterall...

The cobwebs on the ceiling fluttered in the slight breeze, the dust shifting on the surfaces. The stained torn cloth of what had once been an innocent summer dress rippled too. Her orange locks sighed as the wind blew past them, carressing the now ashen cheeks.


Somewhere along the line, she had forgotten how it was like to feel anymore.
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Saturday, October 13, 2007
23:18:00
Ink.

She liked that stuff, the slippery black liquid, leaving a trail of dye as it slid down from her fingers, the silky feel of its watery base as it trickled down her forearm to drip down in a pool on her white dress.

Stains.

It marked its route there permanently, in her mind on her dress on her but that didn't matter, no never. Ink splodges, ink trails, the little marks where it smudged onto her sleeves, where it got printed onto the hem, where it dripped onto... Ink was ink, she loved ink, beyond that, she liked what it reminded her of.

Like the raven's wing.

She recalled that face so clearly, the paleness, the beautiful thin face. Hair like the wing of a crow, the intelligent black shade that shimmered like a jewel. The silky locks she desired to simply run her fingers through, allow it to carress her soft olive cheek.

On everything it touches.

Infatuation, she liked that word too, it was beauftiful, how many things it described, how many it encompassed.
Love, hate, wonder, desire.

On anything it comes in contact with.

Oh how beautiful the stains, the trails. But how others hated it, she frowned, they were screaming again. Her parents had screamed that she was a bad girl, a bad bad girl; Tsuruna had yelled at her, told her she was sick and needed to see a doctor; only he never screamed at her. Never yelled, never scolded, never tried to alter her life...

Except on certain surfaces that conflict with its components.

But he never noticed her in the first place.
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Issues

22:38:00
I'm DAMNED irritated.

How dare she even take my phone without asking me. Me being asleep is a bloody pathetic excuse, loser. Worse still, she stole my phone and she lent it to someone else.

I hate thieves, I don't care. She bloody took my phone without permission, she's a bloody thief. Her = Thief, I hate her. And it's my phone. What right has she to take it?

Aithein must have tried to contact me for hours, and thanks to her she can't reach me. Bloody thief.

And it's not like she'll buy me a new one if it gets wrecked.

I'm still so damned bloody annoyed if it wasn't for the fact I'm pretty much nice-tempered I'd blow up and scream at her. In fact, I want to scream. Scream until she gets the idea that what is mine is mine. Not her's not his, mine. I was born possessive, I hate giving up things, and she's intruding on my privacy and stealing my things.

I hate her, just bloody get the point and keep off my turf damnit.
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Moved!
Friday, October 12, 2007
18:26:00
I got bored with the old URL, it seemed so EMO >< So we'll find something more cheerful, something related to serotonin, the hormone of happiness.

Serotonergic (Se-ro-to-ner-gic) containing or activated by serotonin.

Yay!
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The numb3rs quiz~

17:57:00
(This was a ditch attempt to remember names, SO EVERYTHING IS RANDOMIZED. Sad eh?)

[1] Abigail
[2] Martin
[3] Tsukiria
[4] Aithein
[5] Rachel
[6] Jia Wen
[7] Theodora
[8] Audrey
[9] Cheng Hao
[10] Yi Xian
[11] Leona
[12] Qi En

1) Why did you put Friend 1 first?[Abigail]
I wanted the list in alphabetical order... but I messed up and got irritated sooo...

2) and Friend 12 last?[Qi En]
I couldn't think of anyone else O_O He wasn't supposed to be there anyway.

3) What do you think 3 is wearing right now?[Tsukiria]
A ditch guess will tell be anything but a dress.

4) Have you ever had a crush on 7?[theodora]
Excuuse me, no offense, but I've no interest in such things.

5) What is most attractive about 4? [Aithein]
Oooh! Her personality

6) What is least attractive about 11? [Leona]
We talk too little to each other T_T

7) How did you meet 9?[Cheng Hao]
In class 1JT. I mean, duh.

8) If you had to label 2, what would you label him/her as? [Martin]
He would be under the title "OHMIGAWD, GAYISM!"

9) Have you ever kissed 6? [Jia Wen]
Never, maybe my brain'll select that for my next nightmare?

10) Where do you usually go to meet 5?[Rachel]
School.

11) What could you see 10 doing for a living?[Yi Xian]
...........Drag Queen. Soz, fella',

12) Is 8 a model?[Audrey]
Awwwww... maybe~

12) What song describes 5 [Rachel]
Something classical piano with a bit more life.

13) Do you think 3 could kill someone?[Tsukiria]
If I stole her art folder... just maybe...

14) Does 9 look like a girl or a boy?[Cheng Hao]
To his (eternal) disappointment, he looks guy.

15) What flavor ice cream does 4 like? [Aithein]
I'll bet chocolate.

16) Has 2 ever broken someones heart? [Martin]
Him? Gao Han's maybe >>

17) Do you think 8 would rather have a million dollars or their true love?[Audrey]
She seems the romanticism kind, so just maybe she'll have her true love.

18) Would you/do you trust 6's driving skills?[Jia Wen]
*creeped out by imagining* No!

19) Does 1 play any video games?[Abigail]
No, I guess

20) If you and 11 were locked in a closet, what would you do?[Leona]
I'll say "Well ain't this perfect? Now let's crash the door! *smash*"

21) How often do you talk to 4? [Aithein]
As often as often goes.

22) Do you want 3's body?[Tsukiria]
WHAT THE?!

23) You and 10 are stranded on an island. How would 10 try to save yourselves?[Yi Xian]
I'm guessing he'll just be his usual blur self and I'll scream in paranoia and swim myself to Germany.

24) What stores does 8 get their clothes from?[Audrey]
Closet. Where else?

25) If you could change one thing about 6, what would it be?[Jia Wen]
Nothing! She's a good girl--Oh! I want her to stop saying that'll she'll strip people!

26) What annoys you the most about 9? [Cheng Hao]
Many many things. Mostly is that he's too cowardly to tell 6 about his infatuation~ Bwuaha!

27) What is the best thing 5 has done for you?[Rachel]
Critique my drawings, talk to me... a lot actually.

28) If 7 were a restaurant, which would they be and why?[Theodora]
I think it'll be something like a high-end french cuisine...

29) Do you know any dirty secrets of 12's?[Qi En]
Er.. Excuze moi?

30) At your wedding, what would 11 be doing?[Leona]
Smiling and being happy, I think, she's cheerful and nice just like that :)

31) What is 8 most afraid of?[Audrey]
Tickles ;)

32) What animal should 1 be and why?[Abigail]
Not an animal! She'll be food: peanut butter!

33) What do you think 10 is thinking right now?[Yi Xian]
I don't have sufficient data to even guess.

34) What is the worst thing 7 could do to you?[Theodora]
Err... Nothing, actually. I'm immune! xD

35) Would 3 be hot as the opposite gender?[Tsukiria]
*imagines* Cute, maybe... but hot...........

36) Would 12 read this? [Qi En]
Never!

37) Why or why not?
From what I know, He'll be cs-ing or mapling, anything but reading blogs.

38) What were your first thoughts when you saw 7? [Theodora]
I seriously thought, "OHMIGAWD! I feel short T_T"

39) Do you trust 2 [Martin] with your deepest secrets?
NO!

40) Would 12 make a good teacher?[Qi En]
For what? Maple? If it were any school subjects I'd fail them all ¬_¬

Optional) Tag three people from the list!
Friend 6, Friend 1 and Friend 11!
[Jia Wen], [Abigail] and [Leona]!

(Not to be taken seriously soz.)
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Lao Zha Bor :)
Thursday, October 11, 2007
21:10:00


Watch watch watch! Merf, I love the part about... the "boyfriend" thingy. It was dumb xD

Devil May CRY! Nope, Devils never cry, Dante and Lady! Or so Eveline says! Damned cool la, such a pity it's M18 for blood and violence =_=; I want that PC game for my birthday damnit but I need six years more before I legalized to buy it T_T hmmmph. The Singaporean label rating stickers should loosen up...
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^^

15:18:00
Merf! Quiz time!




Your Five Factor Personality Profile



Extroversion:



You have low extroversion.

You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.

A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.

You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.



Conscientiousness:



You have medium conscientiousness.

You're generally good at balancing work and play.

When you need to buckle down, you can usually get tasks done.

But you've been known to goof off when you know you can get away with it.



Agreeableness:



You have high agreeableness.

You are easy to get along with, and you value harmony highly.

Helpful and generous, you are willing to compromise with almost anyone.

You give people the benefit of the doubt and don't mind giving someone a second chance.



Neuroticism:



You have high neuroticism.

It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.

You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.

You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.



Openness to experience:



Your openness to new experiences is high.

In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new things and ideas.

You'll try almost anything interesting, and you're constantly pushing your own limits.

A great connoisseir of art and beauty, you can find the positive side of almost anything.






You Are 50% Perfectionist



No one would call you a perfectionist, but you definitely have a side of you that strives to be perfect.

Try to see your mistakes as learning experiences, and don't be so hard on yourself when you screw up!





What Julian Means


J is for Joyful



U is for Useful



L is for Lovable



I is for Important



A is for Arty



N is for Naughty




...The last time I checked, "Julian" was a derived from the french name "Julien".




You Are The Empress



You represent the ideal female figure: beauty and nurturing.

You bring security and harmony to many.

At times, you are also a very sensual person.

You are characterized by love, pleasure, and desire.



Your fortune:



You need to take some time to think about the role of commitment in your life.

It's possible you need to commit more to others, or deal with how others have treated you.

It is very important for you to support your friends and family right now, difficult as it may be.

You may need to look at your relationship with your mother, or your relationships as a mother.



Errrrmmmm....
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Randomity
Tuesday, October 09, 2007
18:39:00
Explain your 10 layers...


LAYER 1 : ON THE OUTSIDE
Name : Julian Loh
Birth Date : 21 February 1994
Current Status :
Eye Colour : Hazel
Hair Colour : Dark dark copper <3
Right of lefty : Righty

LAYER 2 : ON THE INSIDE
My Heritage : Hokkien
My Fears : heights, roller coasters, flying cockroaches... bugs
My Weaknesses : Lazy, absent-minded, easily distracted, no leadership
My Perfect Pizza : Curry chicken or pepperoni with a ton of cheese

LAYER 3 : YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW
My thoughts first waking up : What's with the radio next door blasting "Catch Your Wave" by Click 5?
My bedtime : 10...plus
My most missed memory : Eveline and I chat-playing like mad ;D

LAYER 4 : MY PICK
Pepsi or Coke : Neither
McDonald's or Burger King : Burger King! <33
Adidas or Nike : Nike!
Chocolate or Vanilla : Both
Cappuccino or Coffee : Cappuccino, with lots of milk <3
Kinder-bueno or Kit-kat: Bu-e-no

LAYER 5 : DO YOU...
Smoke : ew...
Curse : Hell yeah!
Take a shower : I don't like soaking in tubs...
Have a crush : You mean like this *crushes paper* ?
Go to school : ...I wish not
Believe in yourself : most of the times
Think your a health freak : Excuuuse me?

LAYER 6 : IN THE PAST
Drank alcohol : Cordon Blue tastes awesome
Gone to the mall : yup
Been on stage : many times
Eaten sushi : it was horrible
Dyed your hair : I wanted to have blue highlights once...

LAYER 7 : HAVE YOU EVER...
Played a stripping game : that sounds like a good idea!
Changed who you were to fit in : Maybe

LAYER 8 : WHAT WERE YOU DOING...
A minute ago : heart-beat
Hour ago : Typing
5 hours ago : Typing
1 month ago : Complaining about school
Year ago : Mapling

LAYER 9 : FINISH THE SENTENCES...
I love : science and bio/chem
I feel : like the world is a boring mess
I hate : bugs and heights
I hide : everything I can
I miss : my innocence (in mind of course, sickos...)
I need : oxygen

LAYER 10 : Tag 5 ppl!!
One: Theodora!
Two: Eveline!
Three: Dante!
Four: Vergil!
Five: Everyone who's reading ;D

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Messy life = Messy person

I always let everything mess me up. Downright Pisces behavior: "following the leader and going with the flow". I don't enjoy being in a water element either. Everything is "go with the flow" for us.

For fun I went to go fiddle with the horoscopes for pisces, turns out Y!Astrology has alot to say for us this year:

"Pisces is having a once in a lifetime opportunity for great changes this year. You will be having the time of your life, expressing your loving and compassion to the world and fulfilling your boldest dreams. There won't be a dull moment and you will intuitively know exactly what path to follow and what feels right in your heart.

You will feel compelled to grasp new opportunities that manifest self-transformation in your career. You're stepping into your power easily, especially around April when you are urged to express your visionary mentality. You might rediscover your musical abilities and express yourself in creative ways. You have the power and inspiration to bring mystical sensitivity to what's around you. It's time to bring out the dreamy, loving and compassionate side of yourself and let it shine.

You may want to get involved in writing, be it lyrics, poetry or just self reflection. Your idealistic nature is inspired from a strong connection to your surroundings, and you easily express yourself from a place of inner awareness. Your natural ability to communicate ideas to others is keenly perceptive now. Focus on trusting your intuition and you will get through nearly any circumstance. You need to lighten up about difficulties in life. Don't be so critical and overly concerned about details. Because you're so sensitive to others' moods, you may feel like you're not coming across in a very positive way. Take time out and have fun this year. Embrace that intimate love relationship you have! "

Intimate what? Concerned with details my ass.
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Friday, October 05, 2007
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