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somehow i can't see what is right before my eyes.
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narcissist in the mirror
one xREDballoon
is how she signs her name.

She developed a love for fashion, but can't tell the difference between avant garde and a five-year-old's ruined art project. She likes platform shoes with crazy heels, very detailed black lace, truckloads of ruffles, and as many quotes as tumblr can fit. She's a Pisces with an attitude to match, and lives in her own planet with a fourth wall. Famously talks at people without them bothering to listen.

She writes,
and she loves it.

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the future looks better
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I have no life =)
Friday, July 27, 2007
23:50:00
I just felt like writing a little about Quen and her planets all of a sudden.
And by Quen, I mean the star Yuleye, Caerst and Frere revolves around.

I did not steal it or anything. I took it from my favourite word: "Requiem" which I couldn't spell properly at that time, accidently or not. And anyway, the Dimensions and the stars were fully formed in my head by the time I became 12 so there.

Quen is a type G star. Like our sun, because the other stars are either too hot or too huge and the Optimum Life Zone (i.e.the planet range where living things can.. well.. live) would be somewhere along the range of Mars onwards. It would be a royal pain in the -censored- to calculate the longer years and hours/day and so on. I'm a slacker alright, no wonder I hate math and vice versa.


Anyway, along with YCE, circulating the planet is YCE's two moons; Aren and Nicia. They appear at about the same time and as Nicie is much further away and smaller, on rare occasions, the moons look like they're "stacked together". Nicia has a longer orbit time than Aren.

If I do not recall wrongly, there are 12 months in YCE's year, but there are more than 370 days. I don't remember their months and such like, but I can confirm that I alloted 30 hours per day. They sleep for about 12h so yeah =)

Enough with the geography. I'll just go back to crafting YCE's North Star: Arphonaux.
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Cookies
Friday, July 20, 2007
20:01:00
It was every other day in country Faerst, of Frere.The sky was the colour of a bright amethyst, with its patterned green clouds floating by serenely.How ever, in the blue-walled corner-shop of the Mystics, something not-so-ordinary was at work.

tick.tick.tick.tick...

...tick.tick.tick.ding!

With a clatter of utensils as they were shoved away, a scalding hot pan was set on the table.

"Perfect!"

and off she went.

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Patter.patter.patter.SLAM!

"Kotaruuu, Taaaiiiiru! I baked us all a batch of cookies!" exclaimed the girl, happily ignoring the fact that both brothers were not one bit startled.Despite she had seen fit to slam the door hard enough to scare a rather unfortunate tabby off the windowsill and send it, hissing and spitting, quivering under the table.

"So?" came the reply from the closest hooded figure.

"Would you like some, Kotaru?" she asked cheerfully, not yet pushed off her high horse.Yet again, she had singled one of the twins out from the two identical figures without any means of scrutiny or thinking.

"....OEI, Taiiru! Is there predicted death in my near future?!"

"...!" Shiroe narrowed her eyes dangerously, at that ritualistic behavior.

"NO! How about mine?"

"NO!"

Finally, both of them turned back, and in unision: "Yes, please."

Shiroe snarled, and turned back to the kitchen.It was not the first time they did that, but having them treat her cooking as poisonous really got on her nerves.

Her cooking was not potentially lethal-

"Oh, Shiroe, you didn't add anything alchemic in it right?"

"No.I don't remember adding anything like that..."

"No newt's tongue, or salamander's skin, or-or lizard's-"

"This is a batch of cookies! Not a gold-making recipe you idiot, Kotaru!"

"...Oh, yeah."

Shiroe grumbled.
"Idiot."

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"There," she said, adjusting the red and white checkered kerchief restraining her voluminous sun-bleached hair back,"Help yourself." she added as she too took on honey-coloured biscuit wth the coloured swirl of cream on its top.

"Not bad," she muttered to herself, taking one small nibble, watching the twins at their suspicious movements, "Though could be a bit sweeter..." she said, narrowing her eyes at the two hooded figures, who were exchanging an evil look between them.

Or seemed to be since they had the hoods up and shading their faces.Shiroe ignored them, and stuck the cookie half-way in her mouth as she took the oven mittens back up from the table.

"Add more sugar next time-" Taiiru said, as he bit on the other end of the cookie and snapped it in half. Their faces had come so close their noses brushed. Despite his face being shaded, Shiroe caught sight of a pair of twinkling bright amber eyes.

Shiroe scowled at him crossly, as she threw a dish cloth at him, which landed squarely on his shoulder.Afterall, she did throw it without aiming."Taiiru! You goon, there's about 19 more on the tray!"

"But they don't taste as good as the one you half-ate," Taiiru - or Taiiru, as Shiroe claimed, due to our lack of way to proving that - said slyly as Shiroe glared - for lack of a better response."Oh, look Shiroe, you've got a smudge of cream on your face, geez what a goon you are..."

"What? Oh, both-" and before she could wipe it off, Taiiru - yet again, according to Shiroe - had cleaned it off her cheek for her.

By licking it off.

"Y-y-you-Taaaaiiiiiruuuuuuuuu!!!" she growled, and then, had pounced on him, attempting to strangle him.The younger twin snickered and dodged happily, swiping another three cookies as he left, putting one into his mouth as he went for the door.Without missing a beat.

"When I get my hands on that guy,I'll-" Shiroe growled, fingers tiwtching and a vein throbbing in her temple from annoyance as she roughly swiped her face with her sleeve as she turned and busied herself clearing up the table.

"..." was all Kotaru offered, placidly as he helped himself to another cookie before too happily sailing out of the kitchen, the tray held aloft, while Shiroe, wrestling to keep the ingredients, failed to notice.

"..." Finally, as Shiroe had just untied her apron and was folding it, she turned to check on the cookies...

only to find them gone.

"KOOOOTAAAAAAAARUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!!!"

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End.

Contrary to my original idea of total re-write, I simply edited on of my favourite, old, fics and posted it xD Yay, slacker.

Now I wanna go Mapling! Chow!
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グーゼングがすき!

19:49:00
Yay for the Japanese title. I finally can type East Asian Languages, I love my computer xD -hugs-

I'll probably update twice today, mostly cause I have this idea for a short-story just from the morning. And well, I had to write it somewhere...

Well, I told a couple of people about Suppressed Depression's existence. I think they've tried to find it already. Like a treasure hunt. It's labelled The Diary on my Main Blog; but why am I telling you this?

Well well well, I think I should just get a life somewhere and fall asleep. But I can't.

Thank you, insomnia, I hate you for life ><
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Failure
Thursday, July 19, 2007
19:08:00
Can't believe I failed for zero error.

I mean, for one thing, I did study cause I kinda knew Physics would kill me and render me to bits of blood. Mostly cause my father adores it. And as far as I know, what he likes sucks for me. (Like Maths. He adores Algebra.)

And so, The List(of questions);
a) I want to know what went wrong; How much did I fail by?
a2) Which questions?
b) I studied, yet I failed. Does that mean I didn't study hard enough, or does studying corrupt my memory?
c) Will Physics really be my downfall as with my brother?
d) Will I ever qualify for Triple Sciences at this rate?

and e) Why am I so like my brother? >___O

Well, listed out, I should re-post my (Main) resolution for New Year; Grades.

And I was so excited about having Chem and Bio. Physics was just a nasty slap in the face with a piece of cold tuna. Worse still, I like tuna >__< I never expected I would letmeasurements to kill me and mark my first ever Science Test Failure. Guess I was wrong.

Well well well, benchmark, just you and me and the missing score. I wonder what I got ...
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My Name...
Monday, July 16, 2007
16:03:00
Time to introduce the characters I will be writing about. As this is my diary, I will be writing everything I like in here. That includes things like my writings, little short excerpts, and maybe videos? It will be fun to have a 'living' diary!

Firstly, we have...
from Alternate Universe, Japan
Xenia 'Akiria' Hui
Reisa Verdict
and Shiroe Nakajima.

From Caerst,
Tsuyura Bernadinct
and Morvrin
Kinyade

From Frere,
Shiroe
Nakajima(yes, again)
Taiiru
Miyachin
and Kotaru Miyachin

From Yuleye,
Valkyrie Rinelth


and more to come...
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Frere,The Third World
Sunday, July 15, 2007
19:57:00
You might be curious, what is 'The Three Worlds'?

In the space of my mind, the expanse was once empty. Now though, there are three dimensions and their inhabitants.Where their stories unfold, and where they whisper all their stories and inspirational lives within my head.

Orbiting Quen, is only one world. Yet in this world, her people has changed thrice, and their people become people of different dimensions...

First, there's Yuleye, the world of Frost. Their people are pale-skinned and often dark-haired and clear-eyed. Thick furs and long cloaks may well be common everyday attire; worn throughout all three seasons, Spring, Autumn and Winter. Even during Summer, they have to wear long-sleeved clothing to keep themselves from getting scalded by frost.

Then, Caerst, a land of tradition and formality. The seasons are now becoming less cold. Their people are fair, and a race of dark-eyed people have begun to emerge inter-mingling with their clear-eyed counterparts. Magic is beginning to show up on the inhabitants of this dimension, and though rare, well-known of. Common attire includes long skirts for the ladies, and tunics or light armour for the men.

Frere; the land of the amethyst sky and emerald clouds. Their climate is no different from that of temperate regions though their winter can go below -30 degrees Celsius. Thier people are highly mystical, with magic as wide-spread as grasses. Almost everyone has some sort of power, although almost nobody can use it. There is no distinct trait, but the children of dark and light haired parents have hair that is a bright titian. Clothing are many and varied.

100 Munas is 1 Yuna, and a 1000 Yunas is a Luna.

More soon, if I feel like writing...
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The Diary

12:32:00
Yes,this is my diary, don't ask.

No, I don't want you to link.

No, its not private... in a sense.

Yes, you may tag. I however, may not reply.

I don't care if I make you angry or upset. These are my feelings, and you chose to read them, yourself out of free will.

There will be nothing too light-hearted, or personal however. So if you want to read to find out who I like or something as secretive, you will be disappointed ;D

Feel free to be my counsellor, I may not reply though, please don't get annoyed.

Suppresed Depression is the Private home of Riviea Earised. Where the stars are twice as bright and the sky is indigo, the clouds, emerald. Known as Frere of the Three worlds, this is where the old histories, life events, and other odd bits-and-bobs of life and feelings this masquerading teenager has to share.

Welcome to my Realm.
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